...is still turning...

my brain, is yes, still turning...
 I still don't know for sure if mom is going or not...so I don't have to make a final decision yet...but of course it still is in my head. thank to Heather and Amy for commenting on my last blog post and saying sweet things! :) I know this may seem small, but to me its big. its a big decision to make because it will be in the past once the weekend is over. I don't want to have regrets. its a decision I am going to have to live with...
I have been trying to get some people (dad, mom, my bff, my sister-kinda-) to help me...but of course I am the one to have to make the final decision. they don't want to influence me in one way ;) I appreciate that alot. lol. but its hard...

I prayed this morning that God will just help me to make the right decision...I will keep you all updated :)

I hope you all are having a lovely week! mine has been a little different...I think March as a whole is going to be "different" but of course, what month isn't?! :)

going to try to blog alot more! :)
Love,
Lu

my brain.

as I was sitting upstairs I knew I needed to write a blog post...I haven't written one in a while, didn't keep up with my challenge, and I have had so many thoughts going through my brain today....
My Uncle Paul went to heaven at 2:30 am today...he is no longer suffering...and knowing that is a wonderful thing but it still causes my heart to hurt. I still am sad. my brain has been going in circles and thinking about things hard today. its been kinda a weird day...no, nothing is different...I still did school, we still laughed some, still ate supper, still did things....but it IS different. it was different KNOWING uncle Paul is gone...it was different knowing people were out there praying for all the family and posting comforting things....it was different thinking about things.
one of the things I have most been torn apart is this weekend. I regret not being able and not going to see Uncle Paul last weekend...but now I have the future and I can go to the funeral with my family. I want to go SO bad. be a support for mainly my cousins who have just lost a father...and to go because I WANT to go to be with my family during this time. I know I am a "great," I know I am not as "close" persay to Paul and Christy...but they ARE family. I DO know them...and I DO love them.
I am torn between going and staying. staying because I had many things here I was looking forward to...simple things like being with my best friend, seeing a friend at church on Sunday, being at my church, being in my teen Sunday School class, wearing my new maxi dress, and just being here.

All those things listed above, they can be repeated next weekend (for the most part). but i don't know...I am torn. but I am leaning more toward going...I think it would be good for me and I want to be there with my family.

personal post, I know....do you have any suggestions?

2nd day of challenge and a song....or two. :)

hey guys!:) so today is the 2nd day in my challenge to post every day....
I will share with you a couple or three songs that I absolutely love! These are new songs persay...they have been around a while....but can we just pause right now and have a moment of silence over Carrie Underwood's voice?!! oh wait, let's here it first!:) (in case you never have)

NOW, can we just have a moment.........

Okay, well I gotta get back to algebra....talk to y'all later!! :)

Love,
Lou<3

a challege and some poetry!:)

I am going to try a challenge....to post every day for a week!!! they may be short, they may be long....but i am really going to try!!! =) so by next Thursday, hopefully I will have posted every single day about something!!!
today I want to share with you guys a free verse that I wrote-

I love...
The smell of rain during or after a rainstorm like a huge candle that freshens the earth.
The claps of thunder that make me jump and then laugh.
The beautiful pictures God paints with the calming sunsets and billowing, huge, white clouds.
And the springtime bliss of feeling the wind and hearing the robins chirp through my windows.
~written by me ♥

We are about to finish up a whole unit on beauty in Literature....and it has officially probably been my favorite unit so far. I have absolutely loved it!! :) here is a poem that we read:
Barter by Sara Teasdale
Life has loveliness to sell,
All beautiful and splendid things,
Blue waves whitened on a cliff,
Soaring fire that sways and sings,
And children's faces looking up
Holding wonder like a cup.

Life has loveliness to sell,
Music like a curve of gold,
Scent of pine trees in the rain,
Eyes that love you, arms that hold,
And for your spirit's still delight,
Holy thoughts that star the night.

Spend all you have for loveliness,
Buy it and never count the cost;
For one white singing hour of peace
Count many a year of strife well lost,
And for a breath of ecstasy
Give all you have been, or could be.

well, gotta run for now!! my day is going really well!!:) Hope your Thursday is beautiful!!!

Love,
Lu<3

fashion. workouts. life.

hey beautiful readers! so sorry I haven't posted yet again in forever. this IS going to change. I promise. :)
so I am going to start right into showing you guys some pretty awesome pictures of things I am loving...
these are taken from tumblr and pinterst. I am OBSESSED with tumblr. its like one of my top things I check every day!:) its awesomeness... so let's get started!;)

in love with long dresses. :) think I am going to maybe even make one soon if I can talk Grandma into helping me!;)

I cannot express my love for these shoes.

I kinda need this shirt.

Hunger Games...don't know much about it, but love Taylor Swift ft. Civil War's song for it and and maybe going to read the books!:)

and yet another obsession...vintage cameras..

wish I had some Toms. they are adorable and all the rage right now!:)

OBSESSED with owls.

and loving the pics of Taylor visiting kids at the Ronald McDonald house:) she is great with kids!





So there are some fun pictures of some fun things!:) hopefully something gave you inspiration or an idea! ;)
Workouts-well I really need some muscle strengthening...not lying...these muscles aren't very strong. haha. but i want to work on it! I have done some working out in my days....but I haven't stayed on a serious schedule for very long since Dad's leg broke. which was 2 years ago. :/
this past year and this year I have done some but I want to do BETTER!
so far this week I have jogged/walked twice for 20 minutes...yesterday that did include me starting off and increasing in speed but today it didn't. we did that before starting the 20 minutes. Esther and I did jogging and then walking and we jogged about 3 times walking in between. :) it was hard, but felt good. it was cold, but hey! ;) we are determined. we will do it again Friday and then if we feel led, on Saturday again!:)

I hope you guy's February is going fab. I want to say also, that I have some awesome friends. right now, some of the closest people in my life are ADULT friends. ;) I love them...I think they know who they are ;) hahahaha.

well, signing off for now....
Luanna Joy

so behind...

I feel like I should have been posting so many more posts...I am so sorry. :( I want to be a more consistent blogger....hmmmm...
how is life going for you all? its keeping busy for me...with long days of high school and evenings filled with different things...
so excited for this weekend though!:) Travis is back in Kansas and we are having Christmas this weekend. :) also tomorrow night we are having some friends over for games, and I am super excited.
on another note, I have started back up with a workout routine...I will see how long it lasts. right now its 15 minutes Monday, Wednesday, and Thursday. I started it back up this week! I will probably increase the time some times but for right now I am sticking with 15 minutes...last time I worked out, well my pelvis got all out of alignment! so I took a break...mom and dad said I would probably be ok not to worry about working out until then maybe the summer bringing in some more activity, but I am going to use the George Foremen DVDs and do these little workouts for a while!:)
well, I hope you guys have a fantabulous evening, and I will be posting hopefully, every other day or so or maybe even everyday! :) or at least I will promise to try and post more!!! :D

Luanna Joy

P.S. simply been loving this song this week:

my day...oh and p.s. its snowing :)

hey readers...so, as I sit here with a freshly brushed mouth, warm footie pjs, a clean body, clean braided hair...its crazy how my day went by so fast! I mean didn't I just wake up to my alarm with a very nauseated stomach not to long ago? (not to worry, it was only because I was EXTREMELY hungry) another school day down, another review day for exams, another day in life...all almost gone. its amazing and crazy at the same time! don't ever take for granted another week or day to live...each day, whether good or bad, treasure it and remember, it was another day Jesus allowed you to live.

on a side note-I am loving GOD GIRL by Hayley DiMarco. :] Its such a great read I totally encourage anyone to read it! also, with Christmas money I bought THE HELP and I am SO excited to dig my eyes into that book! I need to finish two books before that....oh dear. :O :) Here is the trailer for the movie that I CANNOT wait to see....

I hope you all are having a fantabulous week....
"When Christ becomes all you need, you will find happy all around you, because he never disappoints." ~God Girl, Hayley DiMarco
"You can't predict love, or plan for it. Love is the exception. Love is the one wild card."
~Taylor Swift♥

xoxo, Luanna Joy:)
oh and p.s. its snowing :D :D :D ♥